And at some point during that night, I left my body. And I found myself flying through this star-filled realm. Every time I tell this story, I just start smiling… um… because it all comes back! But yeah, I was flying through the star-filled realm. And there were all these... magnificent stars, orbs, all around me.
03:53
And they were so welcoming! And it was like I was being paraded through. And I just… All I felt was everything a human ever wants to feel. Just acceptance, and love, and joy, and being held. And all those things, all those negative things that we have about ourselves, they were gone! They were absolutely gone! Things like, you know, anger and resentment. Or spite. Or jealousy.
04:22
In my opinion, those emotions do not travel with us. They stay here. They’re tools forus to learn from. So anyway, I was flying through this star-filled realm feeling absolutely ecstatic. Like a cosmic orgasm! And it wasn't just an explosion. It was a… That was a full-time vibe! That is what we come from.

We get glimpses of it here. When we score the winning touchdown. Or we get that job we wanted. Or get the girl, you know? And all these victories, as you roll them all into one and times it by a million. That is your vibration! So yeah, we come down here for… to push against these really dense, harsh vibrations.
05:07
And it's really one wonderful gift! It really is. I'm cruising along and it was cosmic orgasm just continuous. And... Oh… and I felt like I'd been released from a hot dark closet. And I was this huge expanded cloud. A huge expanded balloon. It seemed like I went out forever. And I thing, the thing that I kept saying while I was flying along and I was enjoying everything.
05:29
And I kept saying, "How in the world did I believe I was this dude?" It was such a crazy trick that I was this person! And I had all these good points and bad points and, you know, buttons. You know there’s… We all have them. Emotional buttons that are going to send me into whatever, depression.

And they were gone! All that was gone! All that was gone! And that remained with the person that was Bill Letson. And I, I had full knowledge about Bill Letson's entire life. And knew all the details. And I didn't want anything to do with it. And I like him! He’s a good guy! But I didn't want anything to do with it.
06:08
The thought of going back was out of the question! It, my body was... I was well aware that my body was behind. And it was like a banana peel. What are you gonna do with a banana peel, you know? Throw it away! And that's what it felt like.